I sit here wondering what feelings are running through me right now.
At first I thought there was nothing– I am unaffected.
Life goes on.
But then I realize what it meant.
It was the end.
For her, life does not go on.
It now feels heavy, my thoughts now clouded, I reach out to her, but there is nothing.
But there is.
The cupcake, the hand shake, the hi’s, the goodbyes.
Who knew that you had meant it?
R.I.P Diane. You will always be a part of everyone who knew you, and may your memory live on.